Dear diary, hehe, no but seriously its been a while since i blogged anything. Not that much people read it (only you i think) but still, its also good for google to keep the content dynamic and changing.
something i thought of: whats worse: life without purpose, or purpose without life?
Anyway, iv quit wow (again). it was getting out of hand, i had Kat change my pasw and told her not to give it back till she goes back to Sweden. Even then I'm not sure she should give it back but i hope by then to have reasserted self control and can take it upon myself not to go back in. Its starting to change, the daily grinding is starting to seem so pointless and trivial. It made me emotional though, also the (getting closer) fact that Kat is leaving is making me emotional, iv been trying to ignore it, suppress it. Saw this video that Lucy sent me, i had seen it before but this time i totally started crying >.<, what a mess… Kat thought it adorable tho 
i think it was a combination of above circumstances and that's its like the old English movies, they always made me emotional. iv always missed England, the image of England that's in my head anyway which i do not think its the actual England but a romanticized version. here's the video anyhoo, (enjoy)(sorry had to link it, the tard that posted it disabled embedding)
been working on my server, got the video/word converting and red5 streaming server installed so gonna have some fun with that soon, make some interesting (free to use ofc) applications with that one. (video.thomassmart.com soon?)
Budget is pretty much completed, hoping more people will use it. its effort tho and ppl are generally lazy but there are a few of us using it anyway. (http://budget.thomassmart.com). Started work on AuthorApli (working title). An online application to assist in writing books. Going to be working together with an illustrator on this one. Need to finish my part soon tho, the wire-frames and technical model so he can start designing the pages. Other coming-one-day aplis include a startpage system that lets users add/edit/delete links onto a very simple page, also allows a little styling/colours etc. you can set this as your browser startpage and you can also access it from other locations so you always have your links. As usual there are of course other sites that do this but I'm not doing it for the money, just for the programming/portfolio and to make nice aplis that do not have banners and are totally free for all to use.
Found more music that i like too, iv always liked epic music, like choirs with rocky or dancy music, stuff like the o fortuna remix, vangelis conquest of paradise, the orchestra version of the theme from Avalon but that was all i could ever find. However came across Globus' Epicon cd last week, its fantastic just the same stuff i like. A whole CD of it! Very powerful stuff. Also Lucy mentioned Krypteria so checked that out too and they had more of this coolness. Some of it was too rocky or too soft but also plenty of Epic rock style stuff which is imba. 
Globus - Epicon - Preliator (live)
Pretty powerfull stuff ey 
Well enuf of that, monday morning…. monday monkey back to work i guess, things to do, universes to conquer and all lmao
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